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Hello again Nov. 2nd, 2007 @ 03:17 pm

Wow.  I can't believe it was 2004 when I first started this Journal and posted my first message.  So many things have gone on since that time; I am not sure where to start.

At the time I started this journal, I was living in Atlanta and I was planning on moving.  I am not going to repeat the things I described in my previous entry.  After I posted that, it was soon afterwards where I decided that perhaps giving up my job and life wasn't the best idea for me.  I decided to stay in Atlanta and my conversations with the Master had broken off.  I suppose it was difficult for me to continue talking with him when I thought at the time that there was no chance that we would ever get together.

A year after all that went down, the company I was working for started to fall apart.  I had been looking for an excuse to move back to Phoenix AZ where I had previously lived for 4 years.  I decided to give my 2 weeks notice and then picked up and moved back to Phoenix where I lived for a year.  Phoenix wasn't close to the same as I had remembered it and I was terribly lonely, depressed, and had a horrible job. 

My grandmother died in August of 2006 and I had to fly out to NYC for her funeral.  When I flew back, I had a layover in Denver.  During that layover, there was something about the area that really appealed to me, so I began to investigate the city and state.  It was also about that time when I started to have contact with the Master once again.  Of course was more than excited at the thought that I was thinking about Denver as a place to live.

In October of 2006 I decided to make the move.  I packed up a Uhaul, attached my car to the back, and made the drive to Denver.  Before I even reached the city, I stopped by Master's house that lives about an hour south of Denver.  Spent a couple days with him and from there, we entered into a relationship. 

Unfortunately it only lasted 6 months.  There was no DOM/slave MASTER/pup structure at all, and it just melted down into a normal type of gay relationship.  Not that there was anything wrong with that, but it was not the kind of situation that I had described in this journal.  We didn't break up due to the lack of a MASTER/pup role, but I won't get into the reasons why.

Soooo.  It's now November of 2007 and there has been a new Master interest in my life.   I will save this entry for a later time, but I at least wanted to get this out of my system.  I will talk about the future soon!

Current Location: Work
Current Mood: goodgood
Current Music: Howard Stern

Nov. 1st, 2007 @ 04:39 pm
New updates to come!

Hi jounral Jul. 13th, 2004 @ 06:05 am
This is my first entry in this new journal I have created. I am currently at work, so I don't really have enough time to say all I want to say. I wanted to post something up here now to get the ball rolling.

I've been interested in BSDM for quite some time now. I have a wide range of interests (of which you will be able to see in my Interests section), but getting involved with a slave/master type relationship is not something I have really considered for various reasons. I suppose the main reason is that I have been involved with the same company for over 8 years and I didn't feel that I was able to give myself to a master because I was selfish in my own way of living. Plus, I didn't think that type of relationship is something I really wanted to get involved with.

I have spent a lot of time on slave4master.com and I would constantly get messages from people in different states and even different countries. It has been nice reading such a wide range of different interests, chatting with people, and yes, getting off on reading other peoples profiles and exchanging emails with each other. Unfortunately I would get popped "The question" once in awhile. That question being, "Are you able to relocate". I have always responded with, "Unfortunately not" due to the reasons I've listed in the above paragraph.

So why am I prepared and ready to sign my life over to a master who lives across country? Good question. I feel that my life has become stagnate. Go to work, go home, go to sleep. Go to work, go home, go to sleep. I am sick of the company I am working for, so that is no longer a limiting issue for me; so I am ready to leave it.

The biggest reason is that since I've met this master, I have an overwhelming desire to make him happy, be there for him to release his aggression on, to have a life partner who can take me places I've never been both physically and mentally. To fulfill my need to have a master control every aspect of my life. To show affection to him, see him smile, and have him wrap me up in his arms as he comforts me to sleep after a beating.

I am going to be leaving my job of 8 years and moving across country to my new home in Colorado. This journal will be my journey of my experiences from a corporate whore with nothing but mundane tasks in his future, to the object I want to be. A slavedog.

I will post here often and get more into where my mind is at and how the situation is progressing. I have not yet made this move into his pup, but I hope to have this happen soon. I'll post more later when I have time.
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